Tuesday, March 19, 2002

dude i'm getting rocked in my ncaa tourney pool. i'm 19th out of 20, behind a bunch of freshmen, two girls, and one girl who's a freshmen! not that girls don't know anything about college basketball, except that one of the girls once asked 'do you get four points for shooting from the other team's side?' and it's just embarrassing to be behind freshmen.

anyways, i still don't know what to do this summer or with my life. but it doesn't matter anymore since me mitch and robo are driving up to seattle during spring break to become rock stars. is it just me or do some eighties rock songs, the happy sounding ones, make you feel like you're in an open cathedral filled with heavenly light? like some old dreamtheater stuff is like that...walking the line between cheesy and transcendent.

why is this song so sad? it makes me want to cry...

I never knew, I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss...


Those are happy lyrics! Why isn't this song happy?? Argh, it's such a good sad bittersweet melody they should have made it a sad song of lament and not a love song. I'm needing a new good tragic song right now....